| we all got bored, vodka + halloween party = omg i cant remember what i did that day... how much had i had to drink? |


AfterAllI'veDone..Maybe I could have paid more attention, Maybe I could have listened more often, Maybe I could have watched things changing, Maybe I could have cried when they did.AfterAllI'veDone..
What if I had paid attention? Would it have mattered if I had? Did you always want me there, To make sure you are alright?
What if I had listened? Would I have been able to understand? Would you have told me straight, Or ridded it all?
What if I had watched things change? Could I have stopped it? Could I have changed your mind,
When everything fell apart? &nb


Learning To SayTo say sorry wouldnt cover it Ive done so much wrong And Ive lost you I guess I lost you a long time agoLearning To Say
To say forgive me isnt fair I dont deserve it, Ive told lies And my lies backfire and hit me hard
To say I hate you isnt true Even though I act like it is Ive painted on my smile And pretended I dont care
To say you are not my friend is true I lost your friendship And I dont think I can find it again And I dont think you want me to look
So say Im


lonesome silenceHelp me Im hurting I cant stand it anymorelonesome silence
My lungs wont work And my eyes are sore a stinging
I hear the footsteps growing distant I see his retreating figure fading
He doesnt look back He doesnt stop
Help me Im dying Im all alone
My hearts slowing and smashing My vision is cloaked in darkness
I hear nothing, only the harsh silence
I see only blackness
He isnt here He's gone
And Im alone


I hope it showsHow many ways can I hate you?I hope it shows
I hate that smug smile you wear so naturally all the time I hate that arrogant tilt to your chin when I enter a room I hate the sly way your eyes follow me making me self-conscious
I hate the way you fiddle with your pen like a child, nibbling on the end then wiping your spit on the desk I hate how your fingers tap the table when Im trying to think, and how you never stop when I ask I hate the way your comebacks fly off yet you still try to win unfairly with jests about money I hate the way you keep talking even when you know no one listens to you
I h
| my random stuff! |


GamesYou tell me Im smart, You tell them Im stupid. You tell me Im pretty, You tell them Im not. You tell me you care about me, You tell them Im needy. You tell me all your secrets, And expect me to keep them. I always do But Im scared for you, Because I love you. Even though you only Play Games With My Head.Games


Love and Recovery...Unstable and apathetic, thats how I now view you. In your sense of being healthy, do you even know what you're feeling? I know you need your time to find the emotion you once lost, because the bottom of the bottle isnt the only source of an escape. While you were fixing yourself I was breaking apart ever so slowly we drift from the perfection I craved.Love and Recovery...
Maybe it was my state of mind that was different than yours. We both saw so much in each other. I could see the world in your eyes and believed that you could go your farthest I wanted to help you and I w
| hey i'm abbie-alex cassdiy stobbart (long name i know) just AC for short (acey) the name flame singer is from a project i did in year 9 Its a sad name but hey if you want to know anything about me just ask, i dont mind at all i'm not a good writer or artist so dont expect anything amazing XD |
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So i won't be posting any more things onto this account, just that one.
-Gia-
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I have to go now but I will be back tomorrow ^-^
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I am here now...see me... before I disintegrate into chaos
And welcome to dA!
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